I never keep with this lately, despite being able to keep with it so well in the past. Many things have changed since I last wrote in August, and a brief overview should do.

September was nothing of much action. Minus the fight I ahd with a friend and lately, I don't see her as much of a friend, but an accquaintance. I always find it funny when I thought the world of someone and I have this brief moment that changes the whole outlook on that person. This was towards the end of September beginning of October. It will be Novemeber soon, and I still don't see her the same. Usually, I would rant about this fight., I already have. I already got through it. It's funny to me, that I just let the space between us grow, when I wouldn't in the past. My life is changing.

I was depressed early October from this, but I think I have overcome it. I took the PSATS and state-testing.

What really has over taken my life is driver's education. An important necessity to anyone who lives in rural and suburban regions. At first, I was terrible at this. Lately, I've become increasingly better at it. Weilding the Honda Accord 2009 Driver's Ed car with ease. I did my first round-about yesterday and it was a breeze. Collecting the money to finish the class is key on my mind. Despite this, I've come tio the conclusion I won't have my license until February, which doesn't bother me... somedays.

My mom's got an intrview tomorrow with a job she really wants. This job is in MA and we live in NH. Which means the possibility of us moving is high. And for me, that means moving in with my hellish "sick" father and commuting to school. Yes, commuting. I would keep my PO Box for the school's sake and change my phone number to my Aunts, but technically I would live with my dad. And if you know me well enough, you can tell this is a depressing issue. It's either this, or live by myself up here in this place, be responisble for whatever things I use and then I wont have to change anything but my house phone number. Still a wee bit upsetting. My mom's convinced she's going to commute from NH to MA, but we'll see how that changes in the summer. Which means no Virginia Beach.

I finally decided on a major in future career path I can settle with.
I decided to go into secondary education and major in English. Then out of school I want to teach at a high school and write my own books and illustrate their covers and things. i'mn set on the goal so far, but lately I change ti from a week to week basis. That's it, mainly. I've been developing stories and plotlines in my head. All so complicated and I wish I had time to wrie it on paper. But with an F in math and othe rgrades dropping, no such luck.